I want to say thank you for all my friends who have been there for so long. Things have been so difficult in the past year and you guys are part of the reason I’m still here. I know sometimes I go quiet and I promise I don’t mean to, I just shut down a lot and I get afraid to get close to people because of things that have happened in the past. I’ve lost a lot of friends because of this and I need everyone to know that if I ever lose touch for a bit, that doesn’t mean I don’t care about you, I’m just kind of a mess of a person and even though some won’t forgive me or try to understand, I sincerely apologize. I hate it just as much as you do.
DO YOU EVER WANNA MEET SOMEONE IN PERSON SO BAD YOU GET ALL EXCITED THINKING ABOUT IT AND MENTALLY PLAN OUT A DAY EVEN THOUGH ITS NEVER GONNA HAPPEN